After quite a day, I witnessed the day ends slowly.
The sky was red--- the sun was setting.
Vacantly, I stared at the upper part of the sky.
… when I saw an object familiar yet looks different to me.
The full moon tonight feels rather different.
Strangely there was a feeling it will collide with the course of earth,
It is abnormally close, like there is something… incorrect.
The clear night without stars but one felt extremely weird.
Maybe it’s just me,
In some way it reminds me of the end of the world.
Occasionally, I thought about it before I went to sleep.
Trying to get a picture, I am always too scared to imagine further.
I know imagining the Armageddon would be no use.
All I have to do is to believe in it,
Believe that the promised day will come, someday.
… in any case, I should not think deeply about it.
True… the future is still unknown, and no one can actually foretell.
Tick tock tick tock, the clock is still ticking.
However,
The amount of sand left in the upper part of the hourglass keeps depleting.
And, without a doubt, it will run out someday.
Ah, I can’t seem to put the proper images in my head,
I am just hoping to be no longer here when the sun stops shining.
Although this is “a dream”,
The pain given in this live is excruciating and unforgettable.
Life is a gift and a curse in a different way,
It is a dream happening in each and everyone’s head.
When people take them with ease, then life will take them the same way.
When people take them for granted… then… life will also take them for granted.
The universe is simply aging,
Time will not stop, unless it broke down.
When it does,
The long, twisted tale of humanity will end.
… who knows what will happen next?
Everyone has their own view, because they are living in their own dream.
……….
… With a huff, I got out of the car,
The blackening sky is no longer displaying the sun.
The moon and the lonely star observed at me silently,
In a dream so long, a dream people dreamed, dreaming, and will dream of…
Kamis, 17 Juli 2008
Review: Cross Sky Academy
Reinance Arcdementor is a newcomer in role-playing forums. However it has been proven that the green experience didn’t stop Ren to create a forum with a fine quality of setting. Cross
Taking a place somewhere in a desolated island (believed to be in the territorial of England or Japan), the academy is superior and incredibly vast, which is the perfect setting to bury the presence of an atypical power named as Cross.
The founder of the academy, Chris, was also the founder of the power itself. The power for centuries has been misconnected with magic and the existence of the power is rapidly vanishing, possessor of Cross has been hunted for centuries.
Knowing that it would be a shame to let such a power extinct because of misconceptions, Chris bought an island far from the authorities and the eyes of the power hunters, and build tall walls to conceal the possessors of Cross.
When most of schools forbid student fights, the academy made a rule that students have to spar each other, few drops of blood is expected, but there is no other way for the power possessor to survive.
Aside of the blood feuds, students can enjoy their unusual but perhaps-- pleasant school days. Four houses shall be the gathering for students to learn the meaning of comrade, companion, and friendship, the house of fire (Incendia), water (Unda), earth (Terra), and Air (Aer). Each and every house has their own headquarters, and kept hidden from the other houses unless a period named as “Open House” was launched.
The setting is relatively fresh, Ren had a fine idea of creating a place with its own characteristic. From Japanese onsen, European strongholds, to the Ancient Roman catacomb, most likely Cross Sky Academy is the only place where the possessor of the Cross belongs.
The founder of the academy, Chris, was also the founder of the power itself. The power for centuries has been misconnected with magic and the existence of the power is rapidly vanishing, possessor of Cross has been hunted for centuries.
Knowing that it would be a shame to let such a power extinct because of misconceptions, Chris bought an island far from the authorities and the eyes of the power hunters, and build tall walls to conceal the possessors of Cross.
When most of schools forbid student fights, the academy made a rule that students have to spar each other, few drops of blood is expected, but there is no other way for the power possessor to survive.
Aside of the blood feuds, students can enjoy their unusual but perhaps-- pleasant school days. Four houses shall be the gathering for students to learn the meaning of comrade, companion, and friendship, the house of fire (Incendia), water (Unda), earth (Terra), and Air (Aer). Each and every house has their own headquarters, and kept hidden from the other houses unless a period named as “Open House” was launched.
The setting is relatively fresh, Ren had a fine idea of creating a place with its own characteristic. From Japanese onsen, European strongholds, to the Ancient Roman catacomb, most likely Cross Sky Academy is the only place where the possessor of the Cross belongs.
See the students of the unusual school in action at http://cross-sky.forumotion.com
Review: Rat Base
From the creator of Abstract School and the handler of notable role-playing forums, Wanijima Hinao is back with a setting took place in the future of the human world- the wicked end of the times when the law is only one, the strong is the survivor.
Shop system codes used is nearly perfect. You can buy stuff for your inventories, and use them in a time of need in the role-play. Unfortunately, few bugs might disrupt the system and sometimes your RP sheet isn’t displaying.
Shop system codes used is nearly perfect. You can buy stuff for your inventories, and use them in a time of need in the role-play. Unfortunately, few bugs might disrupt the system and sometimes your RP sheet isn’t displaying.
The view of CF XIII Legion's capital, Diversio, would be a suitable image to depict Rat Base CityOnce upon a time, centuries after our generation, the glorious human race society is falling apart. United Nation failed, broken, and undone. Laws of humanity rights fading and humans fell into an endless abyss of agony.
Economy is falling all over the world, but the money systems appear to still standing. Do not be too glad should you have them, though. Law has almost stopped running and you will rarely see police. No place is safe when you are carrying the precious thing and eyes will watch you closely in peril, hire a bodyguard would be a perfect choice, but do you have what it takes?
You will not find a licensed doctor. There is no hospital standing and no one will help you when you are dying since there is no healthcare system. There are only three choices for you to take. First, find a person with medical experience, you would have to offer something as exchange and the risk of misanalysis is high. Second, buy the drug if you are sure what the root of your ache is, but there is no guarantee you will ever regain your health. Or three, silently wait for death to pick you up.
Luckily for you, human can still produce food. Drop by the groceries and seek for a brief delight of filling your stomach. Else, find the right drug to suppress your need to eat should you think you are too busy to eat in the dark times you are experiencing.
Always carry your survival tools and never get out of your safety without them. You can never predict what will happen to you, in the wicked city you are living, most of the people don’t care. What they care is how can they stay in their miserable life.
Decide. Revive the past, or eradicate the future. Each and every role is important, the star of the story is no other than every one of the citizen of the rotten city of Rat Base. And when you stepped your foot at the grounds, you will find that every choice is yours to take.
You can visit the "future" at http://www.rat-base.co.cc
Rabu, 16 Juli 2008
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An Evening Prayer
When I come to, I was eating the usual fried noodles for lunch.
The canteen was lively; most of junior high school students took their meal there.
Yes, I know exactly too much instant noodle isn’t good for my health,
But I wasn’t felt like eating any other, so I took them instead.
As soon as I finished them, the bell was ringing.
The loud noise summoned me to the class,
It is time for the last subject, math
Returning the empty plate, I left the cafeteria,
There is no chance I would take the risk to be late for the next class,
Especially in the subject which is most likely, the most important.
While climbing the stairs, I gazed at the clock, it was 12.46
I refused to stroll around much longer and got straight to the class.
Calmly, I sat on my chair,
As expected, the class was still quiet, since not many got there yet,
Despite of my straight look, I was a little bit rowdy inside,
This always happens before the subject--- I got used to it already.
I hate math.
Since I was in the seventh grade, that subject lost my favor.
A certain reason which is now not important is the key reason to it,
Still, I can’t get it, why still I hate it even though the cause of it has disappeared?
While I was drowning in a deep thought, the teacher came in.
Like a shock effect, I was snapped out of from my daydream.
“… or, here he is.” ------ the math teacher came in,
I might have not realized it, but the class was already full,
I wasn’t paying attention at all; it is like a bad habit
The noisy class turned silent at that second.
Somehow… the class atmosphere turned heavy.
That was supposed to be the time to elect the class president.
But… it appeared things weren’t they supposed to be,
By a disturbing autocracy, he selected the class representatives
… with his own hand, without our interference.
I knew initially he was not a bad teacher,
He is not your typical killer teacher type
Rather… his unusual way to do things is unpopular,
I somewhat disliked him, even though I feel no hatred.
He won’t scold you much, but his words might pierce you to death.
He is also included in my “1001 Reason Why I Hate Math” list.
When you feel his presence, somehow you can feel the oxygen has been drained out.
This is personally how I feel, and I can confirm that these are not simply a hyperbole.
So, the election was ended quick thanks of his quick ways to do them.
It’s not like I was after the class president position; I had enough of it last year.
Just------ his method is utterly unacceptable to me.
I was intending to abject, but I didn’t see the benefit of it--- so I sat back.
He jumped to the subject right after, as if there was no time to spare.
Looking at his background, actually he is a college professor.
That is exactly the problem lied,
Because of that, he is treating us like a prepared college student, or something.
His smile is dark, so dark you may tremble by only seeing it.
The way he speak is friendly, but you could only feel cruelty
The way he ignore things, it is… elusive.
Not the teacher you would want to mess with, I presume.
So, I tried his way to ignore things and just listen to what he is trying to teach.
Minutes were past----- exercise of the subject was given.
It was the first math exercise given in this semester,
When I tried to get them done, I was astonished
Most of the class was finished already,
Amazing… I didn’t know what comment I should spout.
I realized it.
My efforts was not simply good enough,
Well, there is no reason to give up, is there?
………. I’ll just have to try harder,
Human mind has no actual limit,
I believe I am not at my limit, so I have to try to at least get close to it.
Again, in a relatively long yet also short instance in the same time,
The bell ringed again, instructing us to leave the classroom.
In another deep thought, I sighed and left the school without a word.
What I wanted was just getting home quick.
By the hill heading home, I wonder,
They say too much ambition will corrode you,
I suppress them under control already, I guess.
Under the evening light, I prayed so I could get this over with a nice way.
……. I know when there is a will, there is a way.
Strengthen my will and find my way should be written in my agenda,
Now,
I shall start now.
The canteen was lively; most of junior high school students took their meal there.
Yes, I know exactly too much instant noodle isn’t good for my health,
But I wasn’t felt like eating any other, so I took them instead.
As soon as I finished them, the bell was ringing.
The loud noise summoned me to the class,
It is time for the last subject, math
Returning the empty plate, I left the cafeteria,
There is no chance I would take the risk to be late for the next class,
Especially in the subject which is most likely, the most important.
While climbing the stairs, I gazed at the clock, it was 12.46
I refused to stroll around much longer and got straight to the class.
Calmly, I sat on my chair,
As expected, the class was still quiet, since not many got there yet,
Despite of my straight look, I was a little bit rowdy inside,
This always happens before the subject--- I got used to it already.
I hate math.
Since I was in the seventh grade, that subject lost my favor.
A certain reason which is now not important is the key reason to it,
Still, I can’t get it, why still I hate it even though the cause of it has disappeared?
While I was drowning in a deep thought, the teacher came in.
Like a shock effect, I was snapped out of from my daydream.
“… or, here he is.” ------ the math teacher came in,
I might have not realized it, but the class was already full,
I wasn’t paying attention at all; it is like a bad habit
The noisy class turned silent at that second.
Somehow… the class atmosphere turned heavy.
That was supposed to be the time to elect the class president.
But… it appeared things weren’t they supposed to be,
By a disturbing autocracy, he selected the class representatives
… with his own hand, without our interference.
I knew initially he was not a bad teacher,
He is not your typical killer teacher type
Rather… his unusual way to do things is unpopular,
I somewhat disliked him, even though I feel no hatred.
He won’t scold you much, but his words might pierce you to death.
He is also included in my “1001 Reason Why I Hate Math” list.
When you feel his presence, somehow you can feel the oxygen has been drained out.
This is personally how I feel, and I can confirm that these are not simply a hyperbole.
So, the election was ended quick thanks of his quick ways to do them.
It’s not like I was after the class president position; I had enough of it last year.
Just------ his method is utterly unacceptable to me.
I was intending to abject, but I didn’t see the benefit of it--- so I sat back.
He jumped to the subject right after, as if there was no time to spare.
Looking at his background, actually he is a college professor.
That is exactly the problem lied,
Because of that, he is treating us like a prepared college student, or something.
His smile is dark, so dark you may tremble by only seeing it.
The way he speak is friendly, but you could only feel cruelty
The way he ignore things, it is… elusive.
Not the teacher you would want to mess with, I presume.
So, I tried his way to ignore things and just listen to what he is trying to teach.
Minutes were past----- exercise of the subject was given.
It was the first math exercise given in this semester,
When I tried to get them done, I was astonished
Most of the class was finished already,
Amazing… I didn’t know what comment I should spout.
I realized it.
My efforts was not simply good enough,
Well, there is no reason to give up, is there?
………. I’ll just have to try harder,
Human mind has no actual limit,
I believe I am not at my limit, so I have to try to at least get close to it.
Again, in a relatively long yet also short instance in the same time,
The bell ringed again, instructing us to leave the classroom.
In another deep thought, I sighed and left the school without a word.
What I wanted was just getting home quick.
By the hill heading home, I wonder,
They say too much ambition will corrode you,
I suppress them under control already, I guess.
Under the evening light, I prayed so I could get this over with a nice way.
……. I know when there is a will, there is a way.
Strengthen my will and find my way should be written in my agenda,
Now,
I shall start now.
Selasa, 15 Juli 2008
Chemical Rage
Subhanallah.
Mungkin cuma itu kata yang tepat untuk melihat keadaan ane sekarang.
Rasanya baru kemaren ane daftar di SDPN Sabang di Jl. Sabang nomor 1, gak nyangka ane udah dua kali ganti warna celana!
Jujur, ane bener bener nyesel akan waktu yang telah ilang selama ane hidup selama 16 tahun, tapi seperti yang mereka bilang, penyesalan selalu datang terlambat, kan? Sungguh ane kira, sesal banget seengaknya masa kecil gak dipake main piano.
Akhir akhir ini ane ngambil biola, ehm, pokoknya belum bisa diceritain apa motifnya. Mungkin karena ane terkesima dengan lagu klasik "Tzigane"-nya Raven. Kalau hoki, giat, dan emang aye ada bakat, insya allah, aye mungkin aja bisa mainin "Vain" nya Tsukihime untuk modal stress di rumah, mwahahahahahhaha.....!
Talking about skill, akhir akhir ini aye ditawari peran penting disekolah, dan, subhanallah, gak main main, peran main di "drama", Olimpiade Kimia!
Bukan rahasia umum di SMPN 7 dulu, kalau aye emang bener bener addict dan maniak soal kimia, kalau ditanya obsesi sama iklan Star Mild, pasti obsesi ane jadi Profesor sinting yang suka ada di kartun kartun waktu jaman kita kecil---- whoa, I just love the thing which blows!
Alhamdulillah, kalau pak Albiker, guru baru Kimia kelas XI bilang aye punya bakat di bidang ini, I'll just give it all! Ternyata kata orang bahwa "Love Conquers All" adalah betuuuul! Karena Kimia baru "lampu hijau" sekarang, aye bakal kejar sekeras mungkin. Cannot let this pass by....!
Kenapa? I just want to be extraordinary.
Menurut nasehat seorang bijak pada ane, beliau berkata, "Janganlah puas dengan menjadi orang yang rata-rata, apalagi dibawah rata rata". Why? Karena orang dibawah rata-rata itu "kebangetan", orang rata-rata itu "kebanyakan", itulah alasan singkat mengapa orang harus berusaha untuk jadi yang terbaik. Arena balap dalam hidup itu kejam, that's why you have to strive for it!
Mungkin cuma itu kata yang tepat untuk melihat keadaan ane sekarang.
Rasanya baru kemaren ane daftar di SDPN Sabang di Jl. Sabang nomor 1, gak nyangka ane udah dua kali ganti warna celana!
Jujur, ane bener bener nyesel akan waktu yang telah ilang selama ane hidup selama 16 tahun, tapi seperti yang mereka bilang, penyesalan selalu datang terlambat, kan? Sungguh ane kira, sesal banget seengaknya masa kecil gak dipake main piano.
Akhir akhir ini ane ngambil biola, ehm, pokoknya belum bisa diceritain apa motifnya. Mungkin karena ane terkesima dengan lagu klasik "Tzigane"-nya Raven. Kalau hoki, giat, dan emang aye ada bakat, insya allah, aye mungkin aja bisa mainin "Vain" nya Tsukihime untuk modal stress di rumah, mwahahahahahhaha.....!
Talking about skill, akhir akhir ini aye ditawari peran penting disekolah, dan, subhanallah, gak main main, peran main di "drama", Olimpiade Kimia!
Bukan rahasia umum di SMPN 7 dulu, kalau aye emang bener bener addict dan maniak soal kimia, kalau ditanya obsesi sama iklan Star Mild, pasti obsesi ane jadi Profesor sinting yang suka ada di kartun kartun waktu jaman kita kecil---- whoa, I just love the thing which blows!
Alhamdulillah, kalau pak Albiker, guru baru Kimia kelas XI bilang aye punya bakat di bidang ini, I'll just give it all! Ternyata kata orang bahwa "Love Conquers All" adalah betuuuul! Karena Kimia baru "lampu hijau" sekarang, aye bakal kejar sekeras mungkin. Cannot let this pass by....!
Kenapa? I just want to be extraordinary.
Menurut nasehat seorang bijak pada ane, beliau berkata, "Janganlah puas dengan menjadi orang yang rata-rata, apalagi dibawah rata rata". Why? Karena orang dibawah rata-rata itu "kebangetan", orang rata-rata itu "kebanyakan", itulah alasan singkat mengapa orang harus berusaha untuk jadi yang terbaik. Arena balap dalam hidup itu kejam, that's why you have to strive for it!
Ane pernah baca sebuah artikel yang bener bener ekstra pedas yang lebih pedas dari sambel ABC dan lebih garing dari bojegan ini. Artikel ini pada dasarnya menyatakan bahwa remaja Indonesia adalah pemalas, dan blah blah blah--- yang secara tidak langsung menyatakan generasi kita itu generasi yang [maaf] tolol, karena malas adalah pangkal dari kebodohan! Mari kita buktikan bahwa ini tidak benar!!
Kebetulan, kalau ane mungkin do'anya ambil dari sini, I might just got what you need.
أَعُوذُ بِاللّهِ أَنْ أَكُونَ مِنَ الْجَاهِلِينَ
"...Aku berlindung pada Allah agar tidak termasuk orang orang yang bodoh"
(Qur'an Surah Al- Baqarah: 67)
(Qur'an Surah Al- Baqarah: 67)
Jadi? Go for it!
Olimpiade Kimia bener bener mendekat! Ane tahu persis saingan ane banyak. Contoh, seorang penguasa TB yang kabarnya berotak orisinil ekspor dari planet Mars, Krisna. atau seorang yang dikenal akan semangat yang luar biasa keras dan didukung oleh karisma tinggi juga ilmu, Malika. Dan lawan lawan tangguh lain, tapi, jika Allah mengizinkan. Jika ane udah berusaha sebaik mungkin--- tawakal. Mungkin aja ane jadi salah satu bagian dari tim yang menang di olimpiade ini!
I'll try my best!
Senin, 14 Juli 2008
First Blood!
He? Gimana sih cara nulis pembuka?
Akhirnya nyoba buat blog juga, walau kadang kadang garuk garuk kepala ngebayangin tentang ngisi blog yang tergolong kurang kerjaan. Otak ane yang agak lemot dan standar Pentium IV keatas ini (eaaa) ternyata baru sadar kalau ni blog bisa jadi tempat ajang tuker pikiran yang aseeeek.
Gimana katanya? Mainkaaaan (ea)
ea (eaaaaaaa)
eaaaaaaa (eaaaaaaaaaaaaaa)
... aduuh....
Kayak di DoTA kalau pake Avernus doank.
FIRST BLOOD!
BTW, sial, baru sadar kalau nulis nama URL-nya salah. Bahasa rusianya catatan bulan kan Luna Khronika, kurang H, biar deh, gak ada yang ngerti ini, =3
Akhirnya nyoba buat blog juga, walau kadang kadang garuk garuk kepala ngebayangin tentang ngisi blog yang tergolong kurang kerjaan. Otak ane yang agak lemot dan standar Pentium IV keatas ini (eaaa) ternyata baru sadar kalau ni blog bisa jadi tempat ajang tuker pikiran yang aseeeek.
Gimana katanya? Mainkaaaan (ea)
ea (eaaaaaaa)
eaaaaaaa (eaaaaaaaaaaaaaa)
... aduuh....
Kayak di DoTA kalau pake Avernus doank.
FIRST BLOOD!
BTW, sial, baru sadar kalau nulis nama URL-nya salah. Bahasa rusianya catatan bulan kan Luna Khronika, kurang H, biar deh, gak ada yang ngerti ini, =3
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