Jumat, 27 November 2009

Regarding Kimdonesia...

I know this is a little bit bothersome since she only wants to carry own with her life.

However, since there is no longer a trace of her former self, I suppose it is no problem to post this. It's not like she will notice anyway, whatever.

Kimdonesia was a Muslim revert, until recently, this November. she disappeared. Her facebook and blogs are gone, except for her remains in Muxlim. The last time I checked Muslimness, her portrait is no longer there.

I thought I can't make any prejudices, but after waiting a few days. I found that this little girl Kimmie is now an Agnostic. Or that is, at least what I have read from other users who were once her followers.

It is said that she posted the reason of her leave, uploaded by her new account. (I don't know and I don't want to know). Anyway, I have suspected that something is gradually changing inside her since her dog died. I noticed that her Facebook posts are odd, and finally---- a post with Indonesian language, stated that Hijab isn't necessary.

Then various comments from oh-hell-o-I-dunno, started to rush in. Atheists, Agnostics, you name it. I posted a wall message that it's fine to take off Hijabi if it really is life-threatening to wear it. But apparently there are too many Agnostics over Kim's friend list. The last time I checked, there was a small debate between another revert, and an agnostic with sadly, a typical Muslim name.

Until one day she disappeared, along with her deen.
Along with my deen.
Along everyone else's deen, who were following her to the end of her journey.

And it seems her journey as a Muslim is over, and it's about time for her followers to decide their own path without her.

Everyone'd hate it if someone they don't know bothers and messing up with their decision, some I am not gonna comment anything about her decision.

One thing for sure, now I am convinced that Allah brought tests and obstacles to everyone's faith. Some fail, but those who succeed will be gifted with a happiness that cannot be descripted with mere words.

But there is one thing, one thing for sure,
She wrote and posted an irreplaceable ilmi (knowledge), was an inspiration for hundreds and thousands of other Muslims. Although she is no longer within my deen, that ilmi will always be there, inside my head. And I'm sure a lot of Muslims have learned a lot from her, too.

To honor her deeds, I shall resurrect this blog.

The voices of dakwah shall never be stopped, to the end of time.
I don't care whether people will read or not, what matters is I have said the truth.

So at least, Mujahideens who are fighting for truth, whether on this real or virtual life, can be helped.... even a little bit.

It's true that I am not a saint, I am not pure of sins.
I do sin as well, no one is perfect...
But I shall warn those who were about to do so,
And hopefully Allah shall protect them from the flames of hell.




.... fare thee well, Kimdonesia.
For me, you are now deeply sleeping.
Although you might will never awake again.
That wish will always be there.







Мист Лунарес Драгонфйелд.
Мусульманский.

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